Chapter 26: THE ROAD OF FEAR
The rain had stopped by dawn, but the mud remained, thick as potter’s clay, sucking at the hooves of Aldric’s mare as the column slogged north through the Westphalian forests. The air smelled of wet oak and woodsmoke, and somewhere ahead, beyond the grey tangle of branches, lay Paderborn—and Charlemagne.
Aldric rode with his hood drawn low, his mind churning. The plan Hildegard had planted in him—make the crown too costly, force the Emperor to release him—lay in ruins. Charlemagne had simply ignored the price. He had taken Aldric’s compliance as his due, and worse, he had been right to. The road to Rome ran through ashes, and Aldric had agreed to walk it.
But that night, by the dying fire, another thought had taken root. Not the Emperor’s favor—he had never sought it, and it was a currency that bought only more chains. No, the thought was of fear. Charlemagne was a man who had conquered nations, who had bent the Saxons to his will with sword and fire, who stood taller than any king in the West. But he was also a man who feared something. Every man did. Even emperors.
What did Charlemagne fear?
Aldric turned the question over as the column emerged into a clearing, where a stream ran fast and brown with the recent rain. He dismounted to stretch his legs, and Gerold appeared at his side, silent as a shadow, his scarred face unreadable.
“You’ve been quiet since Regensburg,” Gerold said. “That’s never good.”
“I’m always quiet,” Aldric replied. “It’s my defining virtue.”
“Your defining virtue is finding ways to do nothing. Quiet is when you’re plotting.”
Aldric smiled thinly. “Perhaps I’m simply enjoying the scenery.”
Gerold glanced at the rain-dark forest, the mud, the column of armed men. “This is the scenery of war, my lord. There’s nothing to enjoy.”
“And yet, here we are.”
“Because you chose to be.”
Aldric said nothing. He watched the stream for a moment, then knelt and dipped his hand into the cold water. It numbed his fingers. He thought of his vineyards, of the warm soil of the Vosges, of the taste of wine he had made with his own hands. That life was a ghost now, receding with every league.
“The Emperor is afraid,” Aldric said quietly.
Gerold blinked. “Charlemagne? Afraid of what?”
“That’s the question, isn’t it?” Aldric stood, shaking the water from his hand. “He has conquered the Saxons, broken the Avars, bent the Lombards to his will. He is the most powerful man in Christendom. And yet he wants more. He wants a crown. An empire. Why?”
“Because he deserves it,” Gerold said simply.
“Deserve has nothing to do with it. He wants it because he fears what happens if he doesn’t have it.”
Gerold frowned, his brow furrowing beneath the grey-flecked hair. “You speak in riddles, my lord.”
“I speak in arithmetic.” Aldric mounted his mare, settling into the saddle with a sigh. “Hildegard taught me that. The Emperor’s power rests on conquest. Conquest rests on war. War rests on gold. And gold rests on the loyalty of men who would rather be home tending their fields. Every campaign he fights, every victory he wins, he spends a little of that gold. And one day, the well runs dry. One day, there’s a war he cannot win, or a lord who will not follow, and then—what is he? Just a man. A mortal man.”
Gerold was silent for a long moment. Then he said, “So you mean to make him afraid of losing you?”
Aldric laughed, a short, bitter sound. “Losing me? I’m a minor nobleman with a talent for drainage and a taste for wine. He could lose me a thousand times and never notice. No, Gerold. I mean to make him afraid of what I know.”
“And what do you know?”
Aldric’s smile faded. He looked ahead, where the road twisted through the trees, toward Paderborn, toward Rome, toward a future he had never wanted. “I know that empires are built on the backs of men who would rather be anywhere else. And I know that the Emperor’s crown, when it comes, will be paid for in blood and gold. If I can make him see that—make him understand that the price is too high, that the crown will cost him everything he has fought for—then perhaps he will set me free. Not because he wants to, but because he cannot afford to keep me.”
Gerold shook his head slowly. “You think too much, my lord. That’s your trouble.”
“It’s my only skill.”
“No,” Gerold said. “Your only skill is making other people think you’re useless. That’s why the Emperor keeps you close. He knows better.”
Aldric had no answer to that. He urged his mare forward, and the column followed, a serpent of mud and iron winding through the forest.
They reached Paderborn three days later. The royal court had established itself in a sprawling complex of timber halls and stone chapels, a city of tents and banners rising from the Westphalian plain. Charlemagne was in residence, and Aldric was summoned to the great hall that very evening.
The hall was loud with the noise of war—captains arguing over supply lines, priests intoning blessings, a dozen clerks scratching at wax tablets. At the center of it all sat Charlemagne, broad-shouldered and grey-bearded, his eyes sharp as winter ice. He looked up as Aldric entered, and a smile spread across his weathered face.
“Ah, Aldric of the Vosges,” the Emperor boomed. “The man who does so little, yet somehow shapes so much. Come, sit. I have a task for you.”
Aldric bowed, his heart sinking. “Your Majesty is too kind.”
“Kindness has nothing to do with it.” Charlemagne gestured to a seat beside him, and Aldric obeyed, feeling the weight of the Emperor’s gaze like a physical thing. “We march for Rome in the spring. The road is long, the passes are treacherous, and the Pope grows impatient. I need someone who can plan the logistics—supplies, horses, baggage trains—without being distracted by glory.”
“A task for a clerk, surely.”
“A task for a man who knows how to do just enough.” Charlemagne leaned forward, his voice dropping. “And Aldric, I know you. You will find a way to do less than enough. That is precisely why I trust you. You have no ambition, and therefore no reason to betray me.”
Aldric met the Emperor’s eyes. For a moment, the noise of the hall faded, and he saw the fear he had been seeking—a flicker, deep in those winter eyes, a crack in the iron. Charlemagne was not afraid of losing a battle. He was afraid of losing control. Of the moment when the machine he had built would turn against him.
And in that moment, Aldric knew what he had to do.
“Your Majesty,” he said slowly, “I will plan your coronation. I will make it the greatest spectacle Christendom has ever seen. But I must first be certain of one thing.”
“Name it.”
“When it is done,” Aldric said, “will you let me go home?”
Charlemagne’s smile did not waver. But the fear flickered again, and the Emperor’s hand tightened on the armrest of his chair.
“We will speak of that when we reach Rome,” he said.
And Aldric, who had planned a thousand schemes to escape, finally understood: he would not be released. He would have to take his freedom for himself.
The road to Rome was paved with ashes. But perhaps it could also be paved with fear.